When I first started this journey, I wasn't even aware that I had started one.
Just that I was crying lots and releasing the chains of what was once my constant feelings of discomfort and being unsettled.
Theses feelings weren't from being a physical place, it was a myriad of things that included where I lived, who I lived with, the people around me, lack of boundaries, my outer world not aligned with my inner being and desires.
For years I felt a heavy weight on my shoulders, that I couldn't shift. It sat there as a reminder that something was off and needed addressing.
As happened I ended up in a city that was gentle enough in some parts, and harsh in other, pushing me in ways that I didn't know I needed.
When I came to the city I had just moved from living in South East Asia (Indonesia-Aka Bali) and I had mediated and prayed asking the universe to bring me my tribe, what I needed to heal and move forward.
The call out to the universe was met and meet the people I needed to truly walk on the path I am on now, came into my life.
It was then that the weight on my shoulders started to dissipate.
As I reflect on the last year, where the global pandemic collided with my souls need to stop rest and reset, to fully heal and where I am now as I write this blog post.
I smile, rested, fully stepped into myself, aligned.
Time once passed, I would feel deeply vulnerable writing this and sharing it with whomever, ends up reading this. This doesn't make me feel vulnerable, I feel calm and at peace that someone I don't know who will be reading this. It in some ways feels like a journal post. Although it is not that.
I sit here fully on my journey and path of being me, growing within this body, accepting the past, the things I cant change and knowing that moving forward I listen to my intuition, I let it guide me, I honour my truth. I explore myself, my mind, soul, views, opinions and knowledge base, I encourage diversity in thoughts in my work and personal relationships.
Honour your journey and how far you have come.
Life is forever a journey and that's the fun of living, you can not fully predict how things will go, as no person is an island, we all live within an ecosystem, interdependent on each other, the planet the sun the moon. We are all interwoven , weather we can see this or not.
I wish you all the best in and on your journey.
Growth always comes with a period of not knowing. Step into the unknown that is you and i will see you on the other side.
